my SkY is whiTE

25/2/2011

2011-02-25T07:24:00.000-08:00

hahaha!!!sry to all the readers, hehe! is really late to update my blog!

oh gost!! today 1st day do promoter job!! damn tired, can u imagine tht u just stand thr for whole day and do without anything...omg!!!tml have to go again!!! omg!

BTW, money come more will be forget about it!!=)

haha!

today wanna upload my old picture with my baby boy..=) and actually

wanna thx him to bring the nice and warm dinner for me during my break...

i LOVE U THE MOST!!!

really perfectly and bless you in my life...=)

thx you so much!!!

5/12/2010

2010-12-04T08:20:00.000-08:00

haha...!! is too long didn't update my blog.. is too busy.=) today sudden feel like wanna write a blog, cuz today is someone bufday, and she is not really happy. because she feels that too many people is treating her like very very fake... and it do not hav the meaningful to say who is that, =) btw thx for u all wish. Sudden she is feeling emo, and cried. (some reason) because she is 1st time to meet this in her life, it is weird. she does not feel like anything with it, because she knew "NO MORE EXPECTATION FOR IT ". is

EMO
EMO
EMO
EMO
EMO
EMO
EMO

SHE wont care what THE HELL U ALL trying to TALK about her, she is feel dead NOW!!!

MAKE MY LIFE EASIER PLS!

20/07/2010

2010-07-20T01:11:00.000-07:00

假期
我学校假期终于到了，也终于考完sem1 final~但是还是正在担心可以过关吗。。。好久没update我的blog了，哈哈！！也好久也没去玩了，my dear fren 也刚从cameron 回来更难的和他们一起玩了，大家都在忙了，只怪我假期和他们不match！哈哈！人说在家靠家人在外靠朋友，人说朋友是被利用，真的吗？对那些‘次由此理’的人才会吧！其实我觉得自己的responsibility 就应该自己解决可是没想到有人可以为了开心，就付起全部的responsibility~~真是~~~算啦！！
说些开心事，上个星期和我的好姐妹，兄弟一起看eclipes，虽然是第二次看但值得咯！最搞笑的是既然还有人不问清楚就去别的戏院，wuahaha！！我们说另有企图才对~~~很久没听到那样的搞笑话题了！上个星期也是实现了我的梦想，broga hill~~~ haha~~ 满难下但有人协助还好，谢你咯~~~ 哈哈！明天去melaka lu。。哈哈~病了还照去~~ 这就是我~~昨晚和哥哥朋友打球满好玩。
几时到你们陪我玩~~~

3/5/2010

2010-05-03T08:15:00.000-07:00

MISS LOh Bell bell , now i have update my blog dy! shud leave comment here!!!

Day by day, the time is passing too fast. Recently is have a lot amazing happen in my life. haha!

however, i wish i can go for a trip NOw!! i need a long holiday!! how long i didnt go for trip.=(

i wan go to korea, taiwan, redang, shanghai, krabi, paris, broga hill, singapore and so on. But the main point is i have no time, no money, no accompany partner, =(... is too sad!

i m really envious that MIss loh they all can go pulau redang on july, but i cant go just because i having the final exam on that time! too sad! wish they will have a lot fun there,^^

Last sat went to tropicana city with my family and cousin, we went to the cinema watched " IP MAN 2!!which is very successful , meaningful, cool , excited, touch and attractive movie!! haha! it is really nice^^! other than that, there are a lot movie i haven watch yet. wish tis sunday can go to watch with all my belove!haha!

Last friday i have no class, so me and my uni's fren plan to hill walking at cheras. that day oni me, bryan and nelson drive our own car, some reason i have to drive! when we having hill walking i am the last person who very slow to arrived in the end cuz i have not enough stamina,=( and finally i hurt my toe, it is very pain. so, steve is help me to drive my car then we went to klang eat BAK KU TEH! wah! it is very delicious, then went to nelson house have a bath there and ply PS 2 thr, and went to the market near his house to watch iron man 2! then, we went to the sunway lagoon night park, however which is very disappointed because the opening hour is at 7pm to 11pm on sat and sun..!! oMG! hate it!! but we decide to go thr on another day!^^ haha!! but next time i wish to go broga hill with all of u (include Miss loh them)!!!! seriously!!^^

5/Apr/2010 (9.54pm)

2010-04-05T06:56:00.000-07:00

today is damn tired and also feel like wanna sick... is suffering...~ Btw, i had ard more than 1 month didnt update my blog, actually that's not important, cuz i m busy my study.Finally i had graduate my FIA course... today stay at coll almost 7 hours just oni done my summary of assignment.= =.... english problem... however. now i have started my degree course, which is very hard and suffer to study, but will try to do all the best ^^~~~
erm, tis friday is formal Nite with my best dude,^^ although someone suddenly emo say dont wanna go, btw my dear LOY YE TING got go that is enough for me^^ love u much much!! haha!
wish to hav a nice, fun and hapi day with them~~and also wish to c u all there!
haha! erm... i wish that everything just keep the same distance, i wont not like to change it^^...
during last month i have took a lot picture, but i m lazy to update here^^ just visit my facebook and c it^^ erm... that all~~ wish u all good luck!!! MISS ya!

2/3/10

2010-03-01T10:09:00.000-08:00

today is frederick lee BIg day!!
hapi Bufday to him!......'

suddenly feel moody, cuz my exam~~~ and some reason~~

i feel like going to cry soon, seriously! i really sad for today TT

i feel like i wanna retake my sem3, cant graduation, it is very

hard and sad! (dropping) becuz of my finance , english, and BNM!!

I M really stress~~ i dont Noe wat can i do! and ...

haih!!~~

23/02/2010

2010-02-23T01:43:00.000-08:00

i just wanna say i hate myself as much!! i am fucking idiot stupid!

Foo wei ting can u be smart? can u be more hard working!

dONT ALWAYS be the fucking lazy! u r not rich,

dont waste ur parent money and let them dissapointed!!

if u r the type of study then dont study!

Foo WEI TING!!!

I Hate U

6/02/10.....hard day!

2010-02-06T08:45:00.000-08:00

Omgosh!!!
today just finish my math topic text 2, next few day finance text 2 again...

Aiyo!!!
i am damn lazy to do my assignment, my english assignment still stop at
persuasive essay...omGosh!! Damn Hate it!!

Stress!!!
Presentation day coming..... 1 week present almost 3 sub, Wth!!! individual oso...
final exam coming oso......must take 65 % oni can graduation ...HOW???
it is hard to score it la!! it is difficult ...= =

totally just oni hav almost 3 week to done it.... OMG!! during CNY wanna do hw somemore!
willing dont wanna hav CNy!
my god ....bless me PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!

6/01/10

2010-01-05T09:58:00.000-08:00

哇!好久没更新了^^，哈哈！
时间过的好快哦！将快又2010年了！
新的一年新的开始，好闷的句子！哈哈！
就快三月了，要毕业我的foundation 了！好担心不懂可以毕业没，要有65%才可以continue，超高的要求叻！=（
今天我的数学才拿31/50 ，超伤心本来可以拿40以上，就是没听到老师说话，只顾着做，虽然做法对了，可是我用2decimal ,搞到错完。飞了很多分叻！气死我啦！

好啦！是时候和我亲爱的好朋友们说些话了^^
qiqi~我们几时再去你家玩？那天我还没醉叻^^！
fen~越来越有味道了哦! 不要对我们窜哦！但工作加油啦！
larry~你太瘦了啦！吃多点啦！加油！
wee~ 你啊！好好珍惜她哦！欺负她，我们不放过你的啊！^^
bell~哎哟！祝你快高长大！^^。。。哈哈！快准备trip给我们^^和他开开心心
bignose~ 你也快找一个啦！快行动！对她说^^...然后带她和我们一起去玩！
zheen~ erm。。。我和你认识最久的。。希望我们会保持着关系，也希望你快找一个^^
leong~好久不见哦，大忙人！下次见面你请客^^, HAHA开玩笑啦！
Mei~几时要和bear bear拉埋天窗？^^

不论大家是不是忘了大家，也希望你们在生活中开开心心得过，
不管外面风雨几大，你们还有我这朋友可以依靠下，虽然我家不是
很大，至少我还认你们！哈哈哈

24/11/09

2009-11-24T02:10:00.000-08:00

Someone birthday is coming soon... haha!! Guess... who is she/he? haha...that person is me^^ haha!erm... i only hoped that my dream will realize, and that person will also cerebrate for me...that are most important...^^ although his birthday i didn't help he to cerebrate...sorry! =C But I hoped that he will take some time to celebrate for me... i know he is busy... but I really infers him very much and also hoped that i can go to broga hill...plssssssssssssssssssssss!! These are I most want to have it for my birthday gift...thx a lot... god bless me!

19/10/09

2009-10-18T20:39:00.000-07:00

A dream

Today I have not gone to attend class, because is lazy...haha!
But I have dreamed of the human who very long has not seen, but in the dream, he told me a matter,lets me don't know how to answer his question. I know this just a dream, but i knew that this will sooner or later occur, also lets me feel. . . Stayed!
He is not that which you thought

15/10/09

2009-10-15T07:26:00.000-07:00

Some people did not have the opportunity to see, And so on organically met, actually hesitated!Meets was inferior that does not see, Some matters did not have the opportunity to do, and so on had the opportunity, actually did not want to do again, Some words buried in the heart for a long time, actually do not have the opportunity to say, And so on has the time which the opportunity said, Actually said that does not export! Some loves did not have the opportunity love, And so on had the opportunity, already did not love!

14/10/09

2009-10-14T08:41:00.000-07:00

TEAR DROP ON MY GUITAR

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll be she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly, The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do He's the time taken up, but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into.. Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

10/10/09

2009-10-09T21:39:00.000-07:00

Recently my school had makes up for a missed lesson, does Saturday to attend class, dies of exhaustion!
Yesterday finished the class, then go to sungai way do facial with bell... haha!bell bell is become more and more fat d...haha!! After finished the facial, going back home to eat my breakfast, lunch, dinner... haha!Then starts to do my schoolwork, do it until two o'clock! Died of exhaustion!...actually nothing to say d... the mooncake festival party next time will be update..^^

Final Exam... add oil!!! and you all add oil in ur life!!^^
Miss u all always...

4/10/09

2009-10-03T23:27:00.000-07:00

18/9.09

that day is Wan chin's birthday,so at the same day we lead her to the summit dining room cerebration. There scenery is very beautiful and romantic.^^But we actually sat several hours only then to arrived, because of "traffic jam".

27/9/09

2009-09-26T09:08:00.000-07:00

presentation picture, so ugly !!

16/9/09

2009-09-16T07:11:00.000-07:00

Finally finished my news product,erm...

someone are gave me a news idea "battery of infinity"

it is a good idea ,thxs he so much!

erm...

but the problem are i hav two product dont noe which one is better!

confusing...@@

14/9/09

2009-09-13T11:08:00.000-07:00

^^哈哈！时间过的真快，不知不觉又一天，下个月的今天又要考试，真讨厌考试！我几时才毕业呢？？几时才不用考试？我不想读书叻！可是我又能做什麽呢？又不想用男人的钱。。。如果这世界有人可以替我解决就好咯！^^哈哈！其实最重要的是活的开心活的精彩，哈哈！刚才看了朋友的部落格，他说有天他死了想看见别人为他而流泪，哈哈！我可能不会流泪吧，我也不知道！而我的想法呢就相反了，如果我真的将不幸运，我当然不想见到他们流泪啦！尤其是我家人，可是忍住也蛮辛苦的，我也试过忍，真的很痛苦！可是也要忍嘛！不要讲这个，我还有很长时间。。。但真的不辛，我只想做我心理想做的事，现在的，不想。。。没结果。。。只想祝福^^

11/9/09

2009-09-11T09:55:00.001-07:00

A professional video camera,that records the images on video....

it can records all about our life.....

OmGosh!!!!..... it is really nice & professional,
Canon Eos 50D 15.1MP SLR Digital Camera Kit

$1399

wow~~~ it is really expensive,haha!!! just see it Only...

But it really nice!!

Coollllllllllll...........

10/9/09

2009-09-10T09:30:00.001-07:00

wanna go asian cafe yam cha d!!!!

Free ice-cream, it very delicious, i like it!

Miss Lee & Miss Chong

3girls 1 guy

helping wee to cerebrate his birthday

having our dinner .....

the Girl look like dai lou....

qi just bought a new deco flower to put her car...$10 oni

a couple on that day

just me only......nice???

2nd pic

haha!!take pic in toilei

just me & bell

going to toilet

Who shoes are most nicer??

omg...another pig came out on kampung....

She wanna be model.....

qi......

me....

Omgosh...

ting.......

wretch......

...............

a monkey just came out on Zoo

What they do ???

emotion pic.....

Crazy Picture.....

who take pic behind of Miss Loh & Miss Foo ......

(Photographer by Miss Chong)

Behing of me....

Bell & White

huh???

What are they looking for.....???

Miss Loh is crazying.....

Omgsssss......

Miss Loh Bell Bell & Miss Chong Qi Qi

wow~~~

qi help me to take pic

calling her boy boy.....

qi & ting

taking at outside of pyramid...

our conclusion is bought this flavour bread ....cheese & hotdog

we bought a bread for our lunch....

choosing birthday cake for her dear dear...sweet^^

Having discussion to buy wallet...

wow~~cheap cheap... come so cheap!!

shopping Queen......

a lot ppl are going to see movie.....

they are going to see this movie 'laughing Gor"!

what are they doing???

wife eat ice-cream, husband eat chicken,so sweet~~

wow~~ delicious!!

Tomato eating chicken?

the guys are eating A & B....

Thinking to choose A or B set.....

Omg!! wat r they doing??

wow~~ KFC !!!

qiqi no respond when taking pic...= ='

behind qi qi & yi ting

on the way too....

on the way to hav lunch.....

begining......on 6/9/09 (sun)

5/9/09

2009-09-05T08:08:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to Mr. TAn Kian wee...haha!!happy forever ya..^^

feel so nervous and excited too, cuz tml go out with my secondary school friend...haha!! erm... i will take photo to giv ur c ya... pls expect it...

2009-09-01T10:15:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to Mr.Siew , wish u happy in ur whole life!!

28/8/09

2009-08-27T10:00:00.000-07:00

and this all pichat is out going to my college freinds......and the delicious foods..hehe!

this all pichat is on the class room took want!hHAHA

16/8/09

2009-08-15T11:40:00.000-07:00

这几天都没见“她”sms我还是什麽的，还是“她”没上网？？还是她真的不在意？？算了啦！！可能我们根本不可能好回。。。因为我在乎。。。又是我的错，也算了，也可能我这辈子都要承担这些。。。我也惯了，草莓，谢谢你！可是我真的没怪你，也从来没想过怪你，在我说什麽他们时，我没有想过你咯！老实说以前在中学，在我很闷时除了美美，洁琳和我谈天，你也不另外啊！我记得谁对我好谁对我不好。。。怎麽说你们也是我的好朋友，不然我不会在意你们，只是有些人不懂当我是朋友还是其他的，讲真的讲到这我真的很想哭，我哭是因为我不懂我该怎麽做，才会被人在乎，才会不被人玩，有些人还会蠢到hurt了人还问他“你会哭吗？”如果是你会答什麽？
我知道你们其中之一看了我写的这一遍，一定会告诉其他人“诶！你的朋友又在写东西了”我希望我自作聪明，如果要看就自己看不必到处和别人说，你以为我很想在这写这些吗？你知道是多丢脸的吗？如果我面对面对你们说，只会吵架收场，因为你们其中会觉得我无理取闹，而我就会觉得你们很没道理，结果大家也曾经试过！我要说的我也说完，我说过谁对我怎样我知道，我也会记得，尤其是“她”。。。不关她怎样伤我，我也当她是我这辈子的好朋友，因为我在乎我们的感情，我怎麽对你，你最清楚！but现在的你，我讨厌

13/8/09

2009-08-13T05:16:00.000-07:00

今天是我考试的第二天，明天也是最后一天考试，哈哈！这两天去考试去了，skip了很多class只好加倍努力了，可是也需要你们帮忙，哈哈！慧文又要靠你咯！说起来我也是要谢谢他们教我，哈哈！谢谢你们！！^^erm...还有个两个星期我就要去玩咯！！哈哈！好期待叻！
好啦！该是时候说一间事了，嗨！原来人的第一次的印象是人们用来永远把它来对待人，看人。。。！！！老实说‘她’写的东西令我感到更气。。。好像又把责任推在我身上！！可能我想太多，可是当一个人做错东西时，不是应该会说“对不起”这三个字吗？如果将想的我也令你觉得我小气的话，我无话可说！！在我们小时候我们学的第一句话不是要学会说“对不起”，谢谢”吗？可能是我太在意，对！我的确很在意，也可能你觉得你没错，你要怎样做是由你自己决定，包括我们的“友情”！还有的是尊敬我的感受，我也会哭也会痛！！

update picture...

2009-08-07T01:13:00.000-07:00

this picture look like *da lou*wah!!!cool man!!

walau!!showing his body, nice rite?

haha!!my three model!they all are my cousin brother!!

6/8/09

2009-08-06T04:08:00.000-07:00

今天和麦他们去打球去了，还蛮好玩的！回去中学令我想起了回忆了，
哈哈！看见那些学生更怀念我中学时候，尤其在羽球场时，想起我的丑事，
开心的，白痴的！！哈哈！还真白痴的，嗨。。。过去了！！
本来明天又回去打的，因为有些事情不能回去打先了！
说起来，有一人很久没sms我了！！可能忙呱，还是忙着陪情人啊！！
哈哈！照片迟点才post 咯！！

1/8/09

2009-07-31T10:26:00.000-07:00

Feel So dissapointed after took my sem 1 result, the conclusion is i need to resit the paper.
Feel very bored about the resit paper because took above 50 mark also need to resit again ,
what 's college are there. Dont talk this again! Erm... today i saw my friend's huey miin is crying,
no mood and sad,
this all about her's aunty, her's aunty is a person who doesn't like to lisen explain.
Haiz!!huey miin! my dear friend pls try to speak out what u want to say it with your mom and your aunty!
it's not a complain is a communicate, its very important!
Recently, a lot of people are saying me become very fat d, of course la!
everyday just eat go to school study and sleep! sure become fat la!
i need to do some exercise!!!

10/7/09

2009-07-10T07:08:00.000-07:00

刚才看了一些可能不该看的东西,可是这个东西狠狠地伤了我的心，令我开始对“他们”（尤其是'她’）反感了！嗨！其实我早就懂了这件事，只是特地的问一下，
你却说还不懂！当时的我还在相信你，可是看到刚才那些东西和想回去那些
巧合，真的令我不敢相信我又被骗了，很失望！现在的心情如果在加回以前的我，
一定会更讨厌你们！当然我希望这一切都是我自己想太多，可是真相只有“你们”
懂，也希望“她”对我说实话！（以我们将多年的感情）

不是因为你们不叫我！（自己知道自己事）而是你们说了谎了！
你们令我心碎了！而且你们令我感觉到你们越来越恐怖了！

9/7/09*2

2009-07-08T12:07:00.000-07:00

Missing someone~trying to changing myself!
trying to do all my are best!
i hope i can live some comfortable life!

9/7/09

2009-07-08T11:50:00.000-07:00

So disappointed!my cameron trip will cancel!so boring!Because somebody cant go, espeacially Bryan! stupid!Hate you! Heng!!HAiz! Today really no mood because i need to go back and work d! Some people are saying lie with me, i hate her,but i m awe something with her!That why i say why i not rich lo!So i need to pay back 4 her!! i really hate her, because she already changed!! She dont care me anymore,such as my study... she just care about her son, her son's education is most important ,how about me?i really sad about that,she always let me feel comfuse! if my's education not important why u still want me to study?? Haiz! So, u all are lucky than me! Super no mood!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4/07/09

2009-07-04T03:37:00.000-07:00

昨天我终于考完试了，哈哈！感觉满轻松的，但一考完我就得替我姑姑看花店了！可怜，不过到了晚上我就和美，麦去吃东西去了。不到十一点我就回到家，因为没东西做，回到家换了衣服躺在bed就睡觉了,到了第二天又去看花店，坐在这真够闷的！可怜的我就好像在目瞪口呆的看别人在shopping!其实我写的东西很闷吗？好像没人在注意的！好hurt 的叻！

1/7/09

2009-07-01T05:03:00.000-07:00

1/7/09

my johor friends birthday !

* Kelly Kee *

HAppy Birthday !!

Wish you happy 4ever!!

miss you ya!!

pretty rite?sorry ya, curi ur picture!haha

1/7/09

2009-07-01T04:00:00.000-07:00

30/06/2009

this is a person bigday..
haha!

my sister Agnes foo birthday,
Happy Birthday !!!!

30/06/09 is my sister 's birthday, that day also is my exam day, my sem1, final exam! So fast and so stress ,revision until 4am, actually is see movie until that time,haha!but i also got study la! after finish my 1st day exam going pyramid help my 's aunty do her wallpaper, after finish that, i went to see transformers 2 with my sister and her friends, damn nicer la this movie!haha!
After that, i fetch them go back home, and so surprice is they ard bought from Sceret Recipe a cheese cake for my sister, the cake really delicious!Finished my eating coutinue to do my revision ... so boring!!!! Actually last saturday me and my's sister friends ard help my sister go to red box cerebrate 4 her,haha!we also went to snooker ,bowling and gas oline!!haha!here are some picture on that day i took it!

playing bowling!!

My sister with her friends!

me and yun

playing snooker!!!

wat are they joking??

wat happening??

28/6/09

2009-06-27T11:11:00.000-07:00

哇！不知不觉时间也过的很快了，就来接近七月了而我的考试也倒数还有两天，真可怜啊！我不想考试叻！可以不考麽？:( 。。。我的水果朋友们，你们过的怎麽样了？其实你们还忘了几个水果。。。他们是榴莲，和橙啊！哈哈！我好想你们哦！。。。现在的我越来越爱吃，因为我的生活在最开心的时候就是再吃东西那时候了，其实可以吃到自己想吃的东西是很开心的一间事了！哈哈哈！但我又怕肥哦。。。最近有人说我丑了，很hurt 叻！其实我也不介意我自己丑的，最主要的是我知道其实我也有美的一方面，哈哈！暂时收着罢了，哈哈！

现在凌晨2.33am，可是我睡不着叻！不懂为什麽。哈哈！之前我看了很多人的blog，原来他们也是那麽多东西写的。。。其实啊。。。我真的不懂要写什麽叻！erm............其实啊！我们一定要珍惜我们的生命，要珍惜每一天，想做什麽就做（一定不是伤天害理的事），因为当你的寿命完了你就补不回了！其实我想问我的朋友们，你们觉得我长情吗？哈哈！还是痴情比较多？其实两个都不是，我是重情重义。。。哈哈！我的情到今天都还没放完，不知道为什麽，就算有些事令我很hurt都好，我还是完全放不完叻！有时候我会很讨厌他，还很恨他! 我觉得我又点犯贱将，其实我很想和他做朋友，可是当一见面我就不想和他讲话和他说话，连看他都不敢。。。怕咯！我也希望我的朋友们不要把我和他扯在一起了，就是在说话那方面，我们从此真的是好朋友的关系，他又有gf了，你们也懂啦！不然对方拿刀来找我时，你们就惨咯！哈哈哈！

26/6/09

2009-06-25T10:25:00.000-07:00

今天写什麽好？？前天我本来写了新的blog，可是我最后还是删除，因为我觉得不是每个人都会赞同！内容是什麽，我想不重要吧！^^erm.... 我觉得我越来越懒惰了，要考试了都还没准备，还出去玩。。。其实我还不算玩啊！每次约我中学朋友，他们都说没空，我也知道的，有的就忙读书，有的就忙做工！嗨~真难约！还是你们懂我要考试不参我玩？哼！其实我读这个课程真的对我来说很难叻！又很烦，但也有开心的，只是不够我中学那时的开心咯！因为那里很多都很废，就是那种讲话超废的！哈哈！不过也蛮开心的，离开了你们才知道原来你们才是那种会令人特别的开心的，有你们这班朋友真辛运!!最近都有人常问我这问题就是“你有没有新的男朋友啊？"他们问这问题不是想追我哦！别想歪啦！可能他们关心我又或者要八卦！但当我回答没有，他们又不相信，我是真的没有嘛！如果他们真的是追我就好咯！哈哈！开玩笑啦！就算是追我也没必要接受，对吧？爱情只不过是在寂寞中的陪伴，哈哈！忽然觉得有点肉麻！在我生活不要再出现这个东东啦！在这我要告诉你们，就是中学的朋友们，明年3月多我们会搞一个trip，去那里就还不懂啦！不过我希望大家会去，因为我们以后真的会更难约在一起！还有千万不要再问我这问题‘有谁去？'' 我真的不会回答了。。。地点你们也可以给意见的，可是不要再去云顶了，你不闷其他人都会喊“闷”好啦就到这，永远都想你们哦！哈哈哈哈哈！！！！！！！！！！！！

20/6/09

2009-06-21T19:44:00.000-07:00

Last saturday , i went to midvally saw movie with my friend. We saw 17 again...Zac efron quite handsome, omg! Actually the story not really nice ... we just want to see the hero in this story, haha! At that day, i go to my friend's hostel to fetch her at 12.00noon, wah! On that time quite jam, we arrived there at 12.40 ,when i parking, my car was bump into the shit wall, stupid wall! We shop at midvally until 6.30pm ...actually that day so boring!!!

14/6/09

2009-06-14T08:34:00.000-07:00

long time never update my's blog, but still don't know want to say what! erm...ok.. today talk about my college life, my college life let me feel stress, the exam, homework, question and etc. But lucky i got my college's friends surpport me, haha! My school holiday is coming but exam also coming too. i know that will become a boring holiday. My college's friends, all is a funny person, and they aren't stringy. Because that day got one girl birthday, they spend a lot of money on that day...but they also never said anythings. But the birthday girl is a kind of person,smart,clever, she always fetch me go back home and she also help me a lot in my homework. I wish you happy forever & ever. Just now i just came back dinner with my family, my's aunty family, uncle, cousin, and my's grandfather. Because today is father day...

we went to klang to eat seafood, so far that place and so expensive too. We already spend rm700 to eat at there. Now, don't know want to say what... haha! just now i saw my friend new blog , she said she hope she can everyday see our happy blog, haha!i hope so... tomorrow need to wake up early, so boring and tired too. I think in this world all the people will thought money was most important in this world, in my mind same too. But we just only can talk about money??? so boring right? What can i say??discuss??

4/5/09

2009-05-04T03:49:00.000-07:00

Today my mood can say happy and unhappy...Happy is because my exam car pass d, unhappy is actually i got exam Math in school, but i never went to school took exam just because went to took exam car, because the uncle said if i never go to took the exam car,need to pay RM100,walau!!!!!RM100 le,so i chose went to took exam car, but i got Mc paper, i m not sure i can retake the exam anot, so worry about that! Now, i feel actually i m very unhappy to study in sunway university college, first things there are not same level with me, because i really stupid, second i m a poor student i not money to study my course, now i need to work with my aunty then she will help me pay the fees, i reallly feel tired, unhappy, hard pressure, and strength, can i give up? of course cant! Before i thought my aunty will thought me is like her daughter, some time she really never thought about me, but some time she is care about me. i really confuse about that! some time i really envy all the people who can go back home to rest after school,haiz! i think if my secondary school friends saw this message they will feel happy, because before i study this school they already told me , how can u study in this school, your level are not match with this college level!! maybe they are right, i cant! but i really cant give up! hope the time will go faster and faster~!!

2/5

2009-05-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

i am not sure izit got some one are loving me, and care about me although he already told me, he's loving me but i just can say sorry with him! i cant do couple with him, and also cant say a lie with him! this all happened at before, i think now he already gave up... there are a best news maybe! i hope he can find a girl friend better than me, although we cant do couple but we also are best friends forever!!^^ and i know your birthday is coming soon ...happy birthday to you!!!^^Now i already illness, exam coming... dontn't how to do... i very stupid la! How can i be a successful person? can i?? but i know if i not hard working then i cant do it! i just can try my best! Yesterday i go out with my aunty, she haven got any baby so now i just only is her half daughter, haha! but she really sayang me, she know me want to buy beg, not only accompany me went to bought she also gave me money to bought! But i know mother days is coming, so i also brought her went to ate steamboat!!haha!! and my mom will bring her go to eat western food on next week! at here i wish all who are been mother or who will be mother Happy mother day!!

2/5/09

2009-05-01T23:01:00.000-07:00

Today is second time can wake up late...my college life make me felt very bored, very hard and tired! Now, i alrealy knew a lot friends includ who are closed with me...exspecially got 5 girls they all are in my 1st day in my college to knew them... but some are not same cannel with me! Sien!!!@#@ Actually i felt very sad! Why until today also got people like a stupid person, idiot, like a shit! Just now i saw my secondary friends blog, she also said very miss our friends in secondary school, me too! Although some time they scold me, said me stupid or whatever la!i also very miss them, becuase i knew they are played with me, and they also never forgot me! i think they all now are busy to study or work. Luckily, got 2 girls in my college can played with me and teach me! Never like other people like a shit, childish, stupid... some joke also can make like serious, i think she came from rural, then like a stupid person! Next time i will a few talk to her! Heng!

2009-04-12T07:56:00.000-07:00

this is my edit picture 4 qiqi they all birthday present,

actually very hard to make it,cuz need they all send the picture for me

and i make it until i headache,but is ok!

i hope when they c this picture will feel very surprise.haha

and also still remember our life,happy,,...etc. and forgot our sad...

now i already started my college life ,actually it very hard pressure

and difficult,all english,a lot presentation!sien,

my exam is coming soon, actually i very scared,

i scared i cant get a good marks in exam, i scared

i cant study degree, cuz money,actually now i m work n study,

very hard,exspecially is tired, college life not simple!

1st day in the school i knew 4 girls,some is from out station,they

very clever and smart,they all get full A or 6A,7A....in their spm

that why, i very hard pressure,sometime i felt sad,and i thought i am

stupid and idiot,why be4 i dont want study just play and play!

until now just know,what is important for me,

how can i be a best student,i am very worry about my language

and my study,i very scared i cant study degree,cuz need a lot money to study,

sometime until i think this problem i will feel sad until i need to cry,

cuz i am very very worry,be4 i study this course i think i can study hard and

take good result and take scholarship to continue my degree,

but now i know this is unbelieveble things,cuz i am stupid

i not money, not knowledge, how can i study degree,

although i not money and knowledge,but i oso cant give up, cuz i know

a lot people is see better of me ,exspecially my family!

i cant give them feel disappointed to me,now i just can try my best,

when i until sunday night,i am very sad,cuz i need to go to work after study ,

sometime i very envy my friends,cuz they after school can go to relax or go back home to sleep and got time to revision!actually be4 i oso can be look

like them,but not study in sunway university college,is study in EU institute,

EU is study account LCCI,but it so cheaper, maybe that is any 1 reason i want

go there study,but i want to change my life,i want to knew some

new friends like ...who are speaking english,maybe ur will think me self fish,

but after ur will know our society is what ,i need to do something can make my

dream become true,sometime my mom oso worry, actually got a lot thing i dont

like to discuss or tell them,cuz i dont want my family worry about me,

i want they all happy only,sometime my mom ask me ,...r u feel pressure?

but i never answer her,just cuz dont want she worry,i just answer no la!

at here i just can say sorry to my family,i hope they will understand me!

sorry mom!forgive me! if i dont work i never got money and i will owner humanely,i dont like owner people any thing what oso same,

i hope me become hard ,pressure, oso dont want my family feel

work hard to find money for me to study!

i hope i can study until over and continue my degree!!

hope it will become true!!pls......T~T

and i know this sentence be4 bitter after sweet!!

amp

2009-04-04T22:08:00.000-07:00

me and qiqi!!!!

me and kam!!!

qiqi and kam!!!

that day just me,kam,qi,mei go to sing k...

but mei never take pic with us ,

tis pic is be4 we take the spm result go de!

that day i really not mood ,some reson...

haha...but is ok la..ngt le now!!!

spm

2009-04-04T21:15:00.000-07:00

a lot people take pic together !!!!cool!!!!

that day so funny and happy!!!!

this 3 guy a few take pic together!!!

walau!tis pic oso dun noe who take de!.....

i love tis pic, cuz they said me fit le!!!!haha

cool man!!!so pro ar tis pic...dun noe who is the

professional take this pic de!!!hahaha

that day is go 2 take our spm result,a lot people took in good result,

so we go 2 cerebrate together,that y a lot people go!

my result is 5 credit n includ 2A,but i really happy i took tis result,

afther took the result, we go sunway pyramid to cerebrate

we go red box n sing,after go 2 eat some people go 2 ply

bowling,some people go 2 shoppimg,until 9.30pm then got some people need 2 go back home,

then got some includ me go wong ko yam cha!until around 10pm then we all really over!

haha!that day i m happy,cuz 1st saw a lot friends go out together,

hope next time will go together ,but not shopping or yam cha

is go 2 trip!!!haha !!!hope it will coming soon.....

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2009-03-10T10:58:00.000-07:00

这次没有照片，因为没有的代替！本来几天前就写了的，一些原因令我上不到网，

就是当天我家附近忽然火灾烧到我们家里的电话线，听说是煤气爆炸！烧起了

两间屋子，一个晚上只需20分钟就烧了别人不懂赚了多少，

储存多久才可以买的一间屋子，一个家庭！！庆幸没有生命危险，没人受伤，

不知道，如果不幸是我的话又怎么办，我家又没有钱，我自认我没有用。

我要怎样才能赚到很多钱却不出卖自己的呢？

我现在的梦想就是很想做个成功的女人不想靠男人，除非

我很爱那个男人，但是希望不要有也千万不要轻易爱上不该爱的，

我希望以后可以赚很多钱，可以替疼我的人还钱让他们开心不要有烦恼，压力，

可以让我的家人去实现他们的梦想，不要他们辛苦，只要他们

享受，开心，和不要那么惨！我最想拥有的是一个家，一个属于自己的家，

所以我第一样东西就是买一间屋子给我家人，

其实我连想买一间屋子都不懂可以没有，我自认我真的很笨但我

会很勤劳，虽然会很难挨可是为了那么多人的幸福，我不能轻易放弃，

我一定要成功！！

很多人都很喜欢说这句：爱上一个人只需短短几分钟，而放弃就那不懂要几久，可能半年，可能

几年，还可能永远都放弃不到，而我到今天为止都不懂放弃了没，

可是我已经知道他不值得我再等他爱他了，这个人我相信我可以放弃他，

那天他sms我，可是我不想回他，因为我怕我又来，又不懂怎样，

可是之前我既然和他说过不关几时都能找我，

现在都不懂怎样，其实对你们来说很简单，直接不管他就行了，

可是我不能忘了我的承诺，也许世上的人会认为这都是小孩子的想法，

可能啦！有时候他都不想我的感受又何必去管别人怎么看啊·！

自己疼及自己啦！我希望我可以牺牲我的爱情换来我家里的快乐，梦想，健康！

可以换的话我不后悔，不要给我喜欢人，我不想，

我不想再伤害自己！爱他们又怎样？我得到什麽？

忍咯，认命啦，让自己伤心啦，

是不是多余？对他们好，

他们也不会珍惜你的付出！不要做傻瓜了！

累了！

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2009-03-01T08:36:00.001-08:00

二月二十八，一早大家都准备去lagoon玩，只有我们这里的人去我也在内，只不过我是拿相机

的那一个，当天玩到很累又很饿还黑了很多，但很开心很满足！

在里面卖的东西超贵，一盒炒饭要rm10，进场费rm48一个人，还是只能玩两个part而已，

还要给deposit rm10 for 那个带在手上那个cheap 东西，出去时还要被骗，

说什麽可以换免费东西，而我的朋友在不知情下被骗了rm10，

真的很气，我又不好意思向他们拿回钱，但我自己又没有钱了，真的很生气那里的

服务！讨厌啊！但我的朋友最后还是有给回我，

真实贵到屁将，又不准带外食真好赚,因此我们久久才去一次，下次都不知还有机会没。。

直到六点将我们就去吃sushi，其实我真的不想吃的咯!为了不扫兴就没出声，

只好去吃，吃到一半我听到他们说像被飞的那个，那时我又呆了，因为被飞的人是我，

因为他也有在，原来他们不是说被飞而是被追，那一刻我发现我很cheap

我既然可以给人说我说到将cheap，而被追是他新的对象，

他们说他和她已经吻了，我的心碎的很切低也很‘痛’！

直到今天我才肯定他们真的吻了，为什麽？我到底在干嘛？

一直以来我都带着没有希望的期待等他，他就一直搞暧昧，我不介意着，

但接吻我不能接受，因为他令我失望了，很失望！

也很心痛!我以前不和你提以前以前那个是因为我讨厌他，他令我难磕，

却想不到你也不了解我，我不会怪你，因为你不懂，

但由现在开始我不会再在乎你，再等你，再管你，再理你！

我要放弃你！

我也希望你能成功追到她，加油哦！

我会支持你的！！

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2009-02-24T08:45:00.001-08:00

昨天刚做完工回到家既然是他sms我，有点意外。。
他说我瘦了，美了，也白了！
这是他第一次将说我，之前是他说我肥，搞到我不敢穿无袖衣！
在sms当中我也有问他，是不是有新对象了，
他答没有，其实有没有对我来说也没有变，

虽然当他说没有时，我真的很开心，但想深一点，

其实说有不是更好吗？

他又想我快点放弃他，说有不就更快吗？

我自问，我真的很不了解他，

其实我真的想和你说，你的好朋友真的喜欢上你很久了，

虽然你们都说我太过喜欢你才会觉得你们每次在谈话为什麽要将亲密，

我不是野蛮，我只是不想你离开我，可是现在都离开了，

为什麽我会觉得？因为是人都懂我在喜欢你，她也不另外，

她对我的针对只有我知道，她不会在你们面前针对我，

尤其是在你面前，她还会装好人，还是可能她真的很好，除了对我，

她真的给我感觉到她好假，不管你们说我爱你爱到会想她将，

又或者是以为我有问题都好，如果有一天你发现到她真的喜欢上你的话，

我也希望你相信我的苦衷，为什麽我就是不喜欢你和她谈话，

但我又不能说什麽，因为我真的不懂要怎样。。。

我觉得朋友离我远了，

是好朋友，其实我也不了解她，可能大家

不适合再做朋友了，愚蠢的东西我已经做够了！

因为我累了，因为我不能再忍了，

但我还是会珍惜你这位好朋友，因为很多路都是你陪我走的，

谢谢你，也希望你明白我说的是什麽！也不要介意，

真的累了！！

痛，

2009-02-20T06:46:00.000-08:00

今天好痛哦！也很失望，原来我真的一直在骗自己，在做笨蛋的东西！

我觉得我自己好丑哦！我今天是不是不应该出去？我既然看到他牵另一个人

的手。。。。又听到他们说，他真的有了，我真的白等吗？

其实我早就应该有心理准备接受这一天，但没想到那麽快！

那个又比我美又有身材，可能这也是好的我不用再自以为是了！

可是真的好痛哦！

我真的很想哭哦！可是我说过的嘛，要他找到更好的嘛！

我现在的心情很难呼吸哦，我真的真的真的要学会

放弃了！

还要学会在其他人面前怎样笑！

还有的痛就是朋友的痛，

我不懂要说他笨还是什麽，他既然可以到处说我讲他骂他，

其实我也发现到人和人之间的东西，

就是如果你一旦被人欺负要反的话，

他们就开始以为你在和他们吵，因为在他们心中他们永远都是对，

而我。。

永远只可以活在心里，世上真的很多自私人，

不是要人可怜我，我只想你们自己成熟点，不要将幼稚！

可能就是前世的欠，今世还！！！

祝你们开开心心，也希望我可以成为成功的人！！

加油！！

valentine..

2009-02-19T10:18:00.000-08:00

情人节，已经过了！

当天我在工作，可怜的我没有的过情人节！但是每年都是将的啦！有没有情人都是没有的庆祝！

一不是他没空，就是我没空，不然就是没有情人！

可是我现在觉得不管是不是情人节都好，只要是彼此都疼爱对方，

迁就对方，彼此开心的话，每一天都应该是情人节吧!

当天我的工作超有意义哦！就是做一些在情人节最重要的东西就是花啦！

其实我是卖花的，只是part-time而已，当每队couple来买花时，我都会很开心，

因为很甜蜜，还会祝福他们哦！有些男生超害羞可是我觉得如果我是你的girl girl我会感到开心！

虽然我没有的过，其实当天我在期待一个人送我一枚戒指，

可是这是一个没有希望的期待，连我birthday那天都没有礼物是属于他给我的，

其实我不是要什麽礼物，我想。。。，我不知道，我只能说我不是要物质，

我要的东西你应该比任何人懂，这是你和我说你可以给我什麽的，

我会一直等它出现，我不懂会等到几时，

但我会等，可是当它出现时就不简单了，因为这是世上最没有可能出现的奇迹！

因此我只好祝福你，但只想你懂得珍惜！也希望你懂得什麽才是真真的

开心！！

2009-02-18T04:23:00.000-08:00

this is me,so ugly rite?i know de,my name's grace,i m 19 year old,i m so stingy and oso

savegely !so bad !that why no body want to believe me,

nevermind is ok ,although i m stingy and savegely,oso have people can

endure me!haha..when he leave , i started to change my character,because of him

but a lot people oso dont believe me ,i ard changed!why i want to change because i ard know

不再乎自己只在乎别人开不开心！！！

this sentence is he told me !!actually my english not good ,so if have any mistake,pls tell me,

thank you!!